im so unhappy with certain stuffs revolving around my life. school plays the biggest part in there. im not trying to be emotional over here. i just dont wanna chuck everything inside my heart. to a certain extent, i think im changing, with the environment that im in now. as far as i know, i always wanted to be the best, learning to be a better person in life. however, i doubt what am i doing right now.

im definitely okay now. im just reflecting on what i've done/happened throughout these months.

growing up is inevitable. you got to face your own consequences for one's wrongdoings.

Yesterday

Formative test was such a shit. i scored my first zero in my whole entire educational life. haha. it's okay, i know im not the only one. well, it isnt counted as well. and for the past two econs lectures, i've been listening attentively because i know i'll eventually flunk my papers if i dont.

after school, yuling and i went ikea-ing and airport-ing till late.

on the lighter note,

i hope you're reading this,EMILY CHEN, cheer up. i hope there's more (: s in your life!